The biggest fear in life...
Sunday, March 14, 2010
Every day, I charge ahead with the anticipation of crawling into bed at the end of it bare-legged and exhausted. Every single night, my biggest fear rears it's ugly head and instead of surrendering to my most favorite vice, i anxiously lie awake wondering, 'will i sleep well tonight?'
What a petty thing to worry about. Sure, i've got my giant fears that creep up when I've too much thought (non-disclosure) but I can't rule the world if I don't get a solid night's rest.
Ironic, because if i just stopped worrying about it, I'd probably pass out, drooling, in a star shape, five minutes after hitting the proverbial hay.
So why can't I just let the anxiety go already...?
What a petty thing to worry about. Sure, i've got my giant fears that creep up when I've too much thought (non-disclosure) but I can't rule the world if I don't get a solid night's rest.
Ironic, because if i just stopped worrying about it, I'd probably pass out, drooling, in a star shape, five minutes after hitting the proverbial hay.
So why can't I just let the anxiety go already...?