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Misery loves...

Tuesday, April 20, 2010
Well, not company. I still can't shake the funky attitude. My cloud of negativity was clearly evident on my walk yesterday when a 90-pound black girl nearly beat me up because I was walking in a straight line and wouldn't move when she crossed into my path. Not two blocks later, some girl in her Honda almost ran me over (and laughed about it) and four blocks after that, some dude in a red jeep did the same. I spent the rest of the walk
with a big lower lip, remembering how lonely I feel. Lately, it's gotten worse.

I'm not excited to go to London. I feel too overwhelmed and want nothing more than to drop everything for the summer and move home for three months (beautiful). Iiiiiiiiiiiiim tired!

(Of course London will be exciting. I got in on a VIP tour of the BBC. I'll post my schedule here soon).

But I need some help pulling out of the funk. I'm having the moments where I panic about the day my parents won't be around anymore, how everything in this life now is just temporary and we're all getting older, then try to avert my attention somewhere else before I disapear into a black hole. Morose, isn't it?

I think I may sell back my gaga ticket in London so I can get two extra days over on the mediteranean and flush out this horrible look on life. Lotd knows i need to take full advantage of my downtime. I took on too much, per usual. Please be patient with me.
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I'm Sami Jo From Denver, CO, United States Samantha loves to travel, lose herself in a good book, practice yoga at her favorite local studio, The Yoga Mat, and connect with friends, old and new. Her love of working with creative minds extends into her personal endeavors, as well. She and her husband conduct a project called "Songs For Jake," a music collaboration channel designed with the simple mission of getting great songs to one really big music lover. Through her business, Roger Charlie, Samantha focuses on publicity and management, working closely with authors, musicians, and creatives who find value in a more personal approach through communications.
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