damn IT
Sunday, May 17, 2009
Damn my hotmail account for closing up years ago and losing all of my ssb e-mails.
i am trying to track down my "first love" all the way from england. he had the cutie accent. he spun records. he was super sweet to me. he'd send me loads of home-made cds at christmas, along with charming love letters. then i met a dude in college and broke his heart. figures.
He flitted off with his broken heart and decidedly shunned me from his life. it's ben... oi. a long time. but he still crosses my mind every now and then, and damn it. now that i'm going over there in three days, i'm dying to reconnect. Why do I remember his birthday, but not his e-mail address? Why are there a million people in England with his same name? why can't he just pop up... :( dizaamit!