Rough day.
Monday, July 5, 2010
I am sad, sad, sad, sad, sad.
I think the whole "fake it 'til you make it" philosophy has caused me to surpass the act of addressing any real feelings, and now that i've abandoned that concept, my self esteem has plummeted to an appauling, all-time low. I am beyond baffled how I can have a day full of pleasant, normal human interactions and come home feeling like the most worthless human being on the planet. This 'processing' stage of all the pain over the last 25 years is going to kill me...
I think the whole "fake it 'til you make it" philosophy has caused me to surpass the act of addressing any real feelings, and now that i've abandoned that concept, my self esteem has plummeted to an appauling, all-time low. I am beyond baffled how I can have a day full of pleasant, normal human interactions and come home feeling like the most worthless human being on the planet. This 'processing' stage of all the pain over the last 25 years is going to kill me...
posted by Sami Jo at 10:04 PM
I'm Sami Jo
From Denver, CO, United States
I'm from Denver, CO. I love to travel - both alone and with friends - explore new places and really learn the personality of a city. I own my own PR firm and offer support to creative professionals including authors, musicians and small business. My husband writes and performs live music (often for kids at local libraries in town), and we have a little boy who loves to travel as much as we do.