Brave girl

On account of so many men behaving like cowards out there... I am becoming a bit of an expert at giving myself closure when a guy acts like I am the most shiny object he has ever held in his hand (for months, mind you) then disappears with no regard or respect or consideration for my feelings. I will never understand this. I don't do this to people. Why is it so much to expect that someone else could just return the favor. Pony up - and just be honest rather than hoping things will just eventually smooth over (by the way... calling me in 2-3 months to apologize and redeclare your sentiments is unacceptable). I want an apology now. Now.

So thanks all of you (particularly the most recent who went and picked himself up a new custom-made family and let me find that out through a third party) for hurting me so much while i was all patient and understanding (which im pretty sure is the definition of being loving and unconditional) to just end up feeling like a total FOOL. Acting like this is not okay. Ask anyone.

At least I tried. At least I have positive take-aways to help me learn. At least I can work my heart muscle and (god, hopefully) give it to a brave, deserving man someday.

Enjoy that bed you made. Oh, and please...Never. Contact me. Again.