crash.

I thot i was going to get out of August swimmingly. false.

i was having a conversation about nothing in particular and out of nowhere, started feeling like a drudged, horrible piece-of-shit human being. so of course now, i am questioninf everything i am and desiring the life of a hermit crab more so than the open book. terrible.

i won't go into things much further, because it will spiral me down to a horrible, horrible place, but i think i'm about to get my one, good monthly cry in. g.dammit.